It's been a while since I've had time to blog about anything... and with being stuck in bed I have no excuse not too...
I'm stuck in bed because I'm so sick that the doc told me to go to the ER if I feel any worse at all.. I'm weak, and get exhusted just walking into the kitchen... plus my throat is supper swollen from tonsilitis...
I guess when you need to slow down and just don't make the time your body makes you do it... I haven't watched this much tv since highschool and I don't think I did then... wow... I'm watching movies that people are like "how have you NOT seen that yet!"
I hate this... I hate just laying here being bored... I hate just existing... I'm not a down person... unless I"m depressed and sorry but even with all the drama in my life I can't be depressed anymore... it's not gonna happen cause all I have to do is look at my txt messages or my status comments and I smile because he makes me smile... that's all it takes... I don't know why.. I just does... and it's not anything special that he might have said... sometimes is just a smiley face or a how ya doin hun? and that's all it takes and it's driving me nuts not being able to do something!!!!!!! Ah!!!!!!!!!!
Well, back to bed I guess...
I'm getting tired just sitting here and not laying down... ugg
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