Friday, January 2, 2009

found in a journal from 2003...

This is just a start from a hand written page in an almost empty journal I found recently...

As she lay sprawled on her bed she drempt she was the heroine in the romance novella she was reading. A fairy, a princess, anything except for what she was.

An only child.

Destined to be an old maid.

She wasn't aware of what lie in her heart. All she knew was that her life was monotonous and she wanted a change. But how to go about changing her life. Over-weight by about 80 or so pounds, she couldn't imagine anyone being interested in her romantically. She couldn't see herself having sex with anyone. Everyone she has any type of interest for is out of her league. Too gorgeous, too involved with themselves, etc. The current guy she liked was involved currently with two women at least at the same time. And she didn't know if she could deal with that. When she gave her heart she wanted it to be forever...

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